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The Return of Sad Trips

by Paul Montone

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1.
I got a story Impossible to tell It’s like chasing shadows In the darkness of a well That kind of darkness dirties up my mind I couldn't tell no more the shadows from the light When it come on like a curse It's only getting worse I didn’t know I even had a choice I didn't know I even had a voice So I paint these words in space To break the shadow’s spell To tell a story impossible to tell And all the boys and girls Living in the fucked up world All I got are the blues Cuz I can’t afford any other color of the rainbow Torn loose and lost and thrown any which way the winds blow Rainbow thief with black teeth He's digging his hole inside me We just sing along And the song goes on and on Sweet misery of youth You don’t know the truth When it come on like a curse It’s only getting worse And all the boys and girls Living in the fucked up world They just sing along And the song goes on and on Sweet misery of youth Misery of youth Misery of youth Misery
2.
When you were leaving from your hometown You watched the city disappear 'Cuz your father said you were no good And your mother, she filled you with her fear Yeah, you And you were flying towards the low sun Far away from city walls Catch the wings of sparrows That fill the valley with their calls To you . . . you I know you try so hard You get caught in a jar Where you can’t breath I know you’re not to blame 'Cuz everyone’s just so insane We’re strange creatures Such strange creatures Such strange creatures Here among the damaged ones We're tethered to the cruel horizon But you should know all that by now I can’t tell you what to do I won’t be your entertainment I won’t be a feather in your ruin But I know you try so hard You get caught in a jar Where you can’t breath I know you’re not to blame 'Cuz everyone’s just so insane We’re strange creatures Such strange creatures Such strange creatures Here among the damaged ones Tethered to the cruel horizon But I know we try so hard We get caught in a jar Where we can’t breath I know we're all the same 'Cuz everyone’s just so insane We’re strange creatures Such strange creatures Such strange creatures Here among the damaged ones We're tethered to the cruel horizon
3.
See Cammy in the City Little Johnny by her side They look so Trash and Vaudeville They'll take you for a ride So eat your methamphetamines We go dancing on a wire Cammy in the City You should see her smile When everything you ever wanted costs more and more and more Don’t tempt me with a good time 'Cuz I can’t take it anymore See Cammy in the City She's spinning on the floor Raise your bullwhip higher Little Johnny by your side We eat our methamphetamines We set the night on fire When everything you ever dreamed of falls right through the floor Don’t tempt me with a good time 'Cuz I can’t take it anymore See Cammy in the city She’s spinning on the floor Raise your bullwhip higher Little Johnny by your side We eat our methamphetamines It’s 1989 When everything you ever wanted costs more and more and more And everything you ever dreamed of falls right through the floor
4.
JJ's back in town He’s been on the run Don’t come around here no more You’re already gone You gotta wet fist for a heart You’re scum
 Jackoff booths for your eyes Ain’t that fun That ain’t what you want to hear me say Panic sinks into your skin You’re standing at the Palace of Entrails Begging let me in When the night tastes like blood At 4am It’s a sin, it’s a sin, it’s a sin But you get right in That ain’t what you want to hear me say I remember driving you to the airport We had my Brian Eno tape on my stereo Burning airlines give you so much more Well you were burning more than that As you shut the door That ain’t what you want to hear me say Yeah, you're gone
5.
Wild Child 03:42
I was talking to Chuck in his Genghis Khan suit And his wizard's hat He spoke of his movie and how he was making a new sound track
 Then we spoke of kids on the coast And different types of organic soap And the way suicides don't leave notes
 We talked of Loraine, always back to Lorraine
 I was speaking to Phil who was given to pills and small racing cars He'd given them up since his last crack-up had carried him too far
 Then we spoke of movies and verse And the way an actress held her purse And the way life at times can get worse We spoke of Loraine, always back to Lorraine
 She's a wild child. No one can get at her She's a wild child. No one can get to her She's standing on the streets, all alone Without a house or a home until she begs you, please Oh, baby, can I have some spare change Oh, can I break your heart? I was talking to Betty about her auditions, how they made her ill Life in the theater is certainly fraught With many spills and chills But she'd come down after some wine Which is what happens most of the time Then we both spoke in rhyme We spoke of Loraine, it's always back to Lorraine I was speaking to Ed who'd been reported dead by a mutual friend He thought it was funny that I had no money to spend on him So we shared a piece of sweet cheese And spoke of our lives and our dreams And the way things come apart at the seams We spoke of Lorraine, always back to Lorraine She's a wild child, and no one can get to her She's a wild child. No one can get at her She's standing on the streets, all alone Without a house or a home until she asks you, please, Oh, baby, can I have some spare change I wanna break your heart! She's a wild child She's a wild child She's a wild child She's a wild child
6.
No Pleasure 03:15
There’s no pleasure here 
I tremble, I’m so cold
 So all alone 
 Can’t believe that this is real 
What the fuck am I doing here? I don’t know, I don’t know 
 But I was never so good at this 
In fact, I never gave a shit 
If you tell me this is love 
I’m gonna be sick I’m gonna be sick I'm gonna be sick 
 Somebody better get me on my knees 
 Somebody better make me scream You better make me scream Somebody better hold me tight 
 Before I blow like dynamite tonight, tonight Cuz t I never was so good at this In fact, I never gave a shit 
If you tell me this is love
 I’m gonna be sick I’m gonna be sick
 I’m gonna be sick

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The Return of Sad Trips.: A Series of PAN-[dem]-IC Home Recordings
featuring tales of psychic residue from childhood sexual abuse (and a title inspired by John Fante); neurosis as the baseline for human existence;; methamphetamines at the City Nightclub (a scene out of Mapplethorpe); the fun of watching people burn bridges around you (with nods to Eno, Bowie, Henry Miller); a Lou tune; and a closer w/ soothing sounds of despair.

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released April 4, 2021

All songs written by Paul Montone** and performed by Paul Montone and Mike Albano
Lead solo on "No Pleasure" written and performed by Jim Taylor
[*"Wild Child" by Lou Reed]

Photo by Clint Sargent @trueprimitives.bandcamp.com

Mastered by Timothy J. Stollenwerk at Stereophonic Mastering

Very lo-fi production–best w/ headphones.

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